the green-eyed monster rears its ugly head

I am jealous of what I am missing...and what he isn't missing.
And he isn't missing me.

O! beware, my lord, of jealousy
It is the green-eyed monster which doth mock
The meat it feeds on.
((William Shakespeare. Othello. 3.3))

Jealousy in romance is like salt in food.
A little can enhance the savor,
but too much can spoil the pleasure
and, under certain circumstances, can be life-threatening.
((Maya Angelou))

Jealousy and Love are sisters.
((Russian Proverb))

RE: Hello from Sunny Florida!

Now I just want to go home.












P.S. Raptors suck.

Hello from Sunny Florida!

That greeting from my baby was all I needed to boost my mood.
But not by much...

Otherwise I've just been generally cranky and pouty-faced.
I just want to go home already but I have to wait for Nan & Naana...
plus I have to help out Mamoo with his work.

((Also, for some reason, its harder to look at her name on paper and see her handwriting than it is to see her smiling pictures and hear Nirvana tell me what she misses most about her mom.))


I am having major Tony withdrawal.
I emailed him back and told him that he took the sun with him to Florida because its cold and rainy over here now.
I also told him how guilty I feel when the kids beg me to go outside but I have to tell them:
"No, it's too cold to play today."

At least the weather matches my mood. Pathetic Fallacy.

Come back Spring! Come back Tony! Or at least...let me go home now.

Diana in Wonderland

Mams promised the kids that she would take them to Wonderland

when she got out of the hospital.

She never got to.

Mamoo decided to take all of us there yesterday:

Deed, Darsh, Shiv, Sanch, Nirvana, Avi, Sanjay, Akshay, Randy & Me.

The kids being happy made Mamoo happy...

but the day was incomplete without her.

Here's to:

Funnel Cakes & French Fries,
7 year olds going on big rollercoasters for the first time,

Conquering the new rollercoaster - BEHEMOTH!

Spending all your money on Xtreme Flyer,

Talking about how fun & scary everything was on the car ride home,

Endless amounts of silly pictures & great memories,

Exhausted kids...who fell asleep as soon as their heads hit the pillow.

Behemoth: The Newest Attraction at Canada's Wonderland.

Some stats on this beast:

• 5,300 feet (1,616m) in length
• 230 feet (70.1m) in height
• 75 degree drop with speeds reaching 125 kilometers per hour in 3.9 seconds

olive you <3

4 months away from Tony the Tiger!

Ugh. Today was too perfect and it makes it even worse now that I won't see him until September.
Ok, I know he will visit me in NY...but for how long? This sucks.


Baby,
I'm going to miss the waffle mornings, the taco afternoons, the car rides.
I made sure that I breathed you in this morning when I came over,
and I hope that kiss lasts me awhile because I don't know when I'll get to see you.

I am keeping my fingers crossed that you can take off time for my birthday.
Have fun in Florida next week & I love you.


P.S. Thanks for the olives even though you hate them and I eat them in your car <3

curse my metabolism

Hrvatska v. the Tartan Army March 26th says (10:25 PM):
i ate 5 tacos 1 fries, 1 pizza, 1 bag of nachos, 2 bags of combos, 2 beers, for dinner
Hrvatska v. the Tartan Army March 26th says (10:25 PM):
my stomach is like a balloon
Hrvatska v. the Tartan Army March 26th says (10:25 PM):
i cant move
Diana Shamdai says (10:25 PM):
aww
Diana Shamdai says (10:26 PM):
you're going to kill yourself that way
Diana Shamdai says (10:26 PM):
my little balloon
Hrvatska v. the Tartan Army March 26th says (10:26 PM):
im gonna e-x-p-l-o-d-e
Diana Shamdai says (10:26 PM):
ugh
Diana Shamdai says (10:27 PM):
I hope you are intact when I get there tomorrow morning
Hrvatska v. the Tartan Army March 26th says (10:27 PM):
yes
Diana Shamdai says (10:27 PM):
cause
Diana Shamdai says (10:27 PM):
I cant sleep next to a balloon on the brink of exploding

I enter with you and become a mirror.

Mirrors
are the perfect lovers,

that's it, carry me up the stairs
by the edges, don't drop me,

that would be bad luck,
throw me on the bed

reflecting side up,
fall into me




((moved from Xanga ))