Blue Blue Christmas

Christmas is over already?
Boo : (

I wish I was in the city with the girls today, but its ok. Maybe next year - or maybe New Year's Eve. We'll see.










P.S. I hope you got everything you wanted for Christmas, cause you're not getting me back.

You don't even bother to reply my messages anymore.
How can I believe anything you say?






Thanks for making me miserable.
Merry Christmas.

The Christmas countdown continues:

This is the best Christmas PostSecret ever, but also one of the saddest.
Lets be good to each other this year.

4 days till Christmas.

Whew...

...all my Christmas cards are written, and all my presents are wrapped and ready. Yay.
That distracted me for about 4 hours.
I'm like Stewie after he drinks soda...he is happy for like 5 minutes and then he is sad again.

This sucks.

I still haven't made up my mind.
I feel awful.
It's friday night, and you are probably out having fun with your friends.
I am home and feeling sorry for myself.
I am jealous of everyone else.
I just want to be happy again.

I can't wait for Christmas...but idk why. There isn't much else to look forward to I guess.
I thought coming home would be a good enough distraction for me.
I was so very wrong.

meow meow meow

kay so I still haven't made up my mind.
I love you, but its clear that despite what you say - it isn't mutual.
People who love each other make sacrifices and tell the truth.
(unless the question is: Does this make me look fat?)


Volleyball today was fun (my dad and I made up after the fight we had while painting the kitchen)
and it was a good distraction from You Know Who.
The endorphins didn't suck either.


"Exercise releases endorphins, endorphins make you happy, happy people don't kill their husbands. They just don't."

What's the cure for jealousy?
I hate your double standards.

I hate you, you jerk.

Thinking about you...

...I am not getting anything done.
After Saturday, I don't want to see you. Maybe after awhile we can be friends.
I know you lie to me, and you make up excuses when I try to tell you how I feel and what I want.
It's better for both of us like this, and sticking around you and finding excuses to hang out with you is only making things worse because I will always change my mind and take you back (and set myself up for more disappointment).

I love you.

Ugh.

This final essay is kicking my ass...seriously.

Macaroni + T.V. + Facebook = Serious Procrastination

TO DO:

- Laundry
- Pack for N.Y.
- HIS 101 Essay :(
- RLG 101 Study Questions

Yikes.




2 more days till N.Y.

Diana fana fo fana be by bo bana me my mo mana, Diana!

Soo, guess what? The Christmas party is on Saturday night...

This means I won't be home all day Saturday! Yikes.

Thursday:

ALL DAY - HXC Studying.

Friday:

12:00 (midnight) - HIS 101 Final Essay Due

Saturday:

8:00 - 12:00 - Breakfast w/Margo and hxc RLG 101 studying
12:00 - 3:00 - RLG 101 Exam
BREAK
4:00 - 7:00 - ENG 215 Exam
7:00 - Tony picks me up
8:00 ish - Drive to Milton for Party

Tis the Season for Exams

Before I can go home and decorate the tree, I have to get through 2 exams and a final essay :(

I have the final essay due on Friday at midnight, plus I am supposed to go to a Christmas party that night with Tony.
My two exams are back to back on Saturday, so this is the plan for Saturday:

8:00 - Breakfast with Margo & last minute Religion studying
12:00 - 3:00 - Introduction to the Historical Study of Religion Exam (RLG 101)
4:00 - 7:00 - Canadian Short Story Exam (ENG 215)
8:00 - whenever I finish - Packing for NY!

And then, I leave Sunday morning for my home sweet home <3
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As added stress, I failed to register for my second semester courses (since last year everyone registered over winter break...) so now I am on the waiting list for three courses... I really need two half courses!!! Cross your fingers for me.



6 more days till New York

Happy December!

4 more days of school! I can't believe how fast it went. There's still a lot to do though...

TO DO: (this week)

- HIS 101 Reading Abstract
- RLG 101 Visitation Essay
- GER 100 Oral Exam
- ENG 202 Essay #2

EXAMS: (next week)
- HIS 101 Final Essay
- RLG 101 Exam
- ENG 215 Exam



13 Days till N.Y.