"Erin, what's that on your arm?" "OH"

I was at an extreme low yesterday and basically all weekend.
SO, of course I exploded at Tony for blowing me off in terms of talking to me yesterday.
And then kept him up all night (even though he had work early in the morning) as I lashed out and cried and was completely miserable.

Today, I really caught up with Anthony today and that was amazing (even though he had some horror stories to tell me - the mouse thing alone will definitely be giving me nightmares tonight...ask me about and I will tell you, its one of those things you have to hear verbally and preferably when I can see your shocked and horrified face). My only funny story was that our answering machine was stuck in different languages and I got a call back from a catering job I wanted but poor Jared must have been confused by the machine and I kinda also hung up on him since Josh picked up while he was leaving a message and I was too mortified to talk to him.

Tonight, I spent time with Erin and of course I instantly felt better and relaxed and forgot about the things that were haunting me. I think I could go all summer and just spend time with Erin and feel completely satisfied. We basically just hung out at her house, I stayed for dinner, and we stalked over to Barnes and Noble for dessert and late night chatting. Simple enough stuff, but seriously the perfect thing for me after feeling so low and shitty all weekend.

It's a simple formula:
Erin (and her great stories/super sweet parents) + Chocolate Cupcake (bought by Erin at Starbucks for me) = Pure Joy.

I'm definitely looking forward to our next hangout date - probably on Friday.

Also, the fact that Tony sent multiple messages and talked to me on the phone tonight (I couldn't stick to my guns and just ignore him...even for a day) made me so happy. Unlike last night when I ended up sitting on the floor of my closet and crying, I'll be able to actually fall asleep and have peaceful dreams. Although, the mouse thing might keep me up for a bit. YUCK.